tirsdag den 20. maj 2008

A special place, a special friend

So im back in İzmit yeahhhhhhh! İ can't believe how fast the time pasted and then again not, i've been longing for beeing back with my friends here for 5 months and im finally finally here! İts strange how you can go back to the exact same state of mind and feeling as i was when i lived here, its exactly like as i just been to İstanbul and is back here for the weekend... İ saw my friend today, my sweet dear ffriend and just reconized from my earlier post that i didn't mentioned her at all, its really strange cause she is one of the most important persons for me here, her and Sevgi. Seda is one of the most humble and giving person i have ever met! İt is hard to explain, me nad her we are like day and night, abd still connect on a level that is so amazing and so rare. Her undestanding and open mind is really remarkable and i dont even know if she knows what an impact she had had on me and still has! She was the first one to take me to a mosque to pray in and sat beside me crying while i like a child performed my first namaz in a mosque, with my papers in front of me with all the surah on, because i couldn't do it by heart back then... The first week she took me to the university which was 25 minutes by bus and when i was off she stood outside the university waiting to follow me back, everyday for over a week, even though i knew the way, but she insisted even though i really think she missed out work...?! The way she does İslam and practice islam is something one could aim for and im constantly amazed by her and the way she sees the world and do jihad in everything she does!
İ hope she one day will become aware of how much she affects me, how much she teaches me and what a dear friend and sister she is to me!
Seda Seni çok ama çoooook seviyorum - Allah ayirmasin bizi!

İ pray that Allah may bless her for every thought, every beautiful intension and action, her beautiful and pure heart and her continuely aim to be near Him. Allahumma please grant her with eternal love, peace and happiness Amin.